Friday, January 2, 2009

Ahh the holidays


Well...the holidays this year were quite interesting for me. You know when your life seems crazy and out of control and there is nothing you can do but plug along and wait for time to take care of things for you? Well...that is how I feel. Its hard to wait though for time to pass. Its hard to have the "Im starting now!" attitude when you cant really start yet. If I make no sense then silently disregard this post. My goal for 2009? Figure shit out. Be healthier, both mind and body, figure out what I want and do something about it. Be a happier person. My sister used to say to me, "Teresa, not everyone can be happy all the time like you!" What happened to that? I miss that time. Life can wear a person down. It definitely can. I need to remember though that it will weigh me down only if I let it. Life doesn't have to wear you down. Life can be exciting and rejuvinating. So....that is my goal this year. Don't let life wear me down as I fear it has. When life gives you lemons? Make lemonade right? :) Wish me luck!